[When York holds his hands up, Carolina realizes that she almost forgot they were just sparring and not something more serious, even though there's no reason to fight him in the first place. She straightens and returns to her usual stance, albeit a little shaken.] No.
[She shakes her head slowly. A pit opening up in her stomach and tugging her heart down into it. Even now, after all this time, she's still just gunning for the top. Even after she's been a great team leader, someone who has been working day in and day out to get her team back together, she's still just... pathetic. And she hates it. She hates that she's pathetic and she charges right into the next round, more than a little angry at herself, at the Director, at Texas. ]
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[She shakes her head slowly. A pit opening up in her stomach and tugging her heart down into it. Even now, after all this time, she's still just gunning for the top. Even after she's been a great team leader, someone who has been working day in and day out to get her team back together, she's still just... pathetic. And she hates it. She hates that she's pathetic and she charges right into the next round, more than a little angry at herself, at the Director, at Texas. ]