[York's touch does comfort her, more in the fact that he's not running, but knowing that he's afraid of what will happen still doesn't sit well as she starts to completely ignore the movie as she gets a little lost in her head. The nightmares aren't subsiding with the very real proof that she'll lose herself in the competition against Texas, put herself before everything else.
It's a couple moments before,] It won't happen here. What I did back in the Project.
[She'll fight. She'll fight like hell to keep it from happening, but it also means she'll need to let someone help when she starts to get jealous, to keep it from exploding out of control. The fact that she apparently doesn't have that self-control enough to prevent it herself disappoints her, though, on so many levels.]
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It's a couple moments before,] It won't happen here. What I did back in the Project.
[She'll fight. She'll fight like hell to keep it from happening, but it also means she'll need to let someone help when she starts to get jealous, to keep it from exploding out of control. The fact that she apparently doesn't have that self-control enough to prevent it herself disappoints her, though, on so many levels.]