But I can't just abandon them. [He almost says that they wouldn't abandon him, but...he knows that's not strictly true. Not for most of them, anyway]
They're in so much trouble, I need to do something. [Screw it up, probably. But he can't not try. His hand goes to his head again, and the slickness of his hair pushes back that thought he'd been keeping back. He looks down at his jacket, the hole is there, amongst all the blood. It happened. It all happened]
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They're in so much trouble, I need to do something. [Screw it up, probably. But he can't not try. His hand goes to his head again, and the slickness of his hair pushes back that thought he'd been keeping back. He looks down at his jacket, the hole is there, amongst all the blood. It happened. It all happened]
I thought I was dead.