[Nope sorry never gonna happen girl. Lloyd trumps EVERYTHING. He continues, turning away from her to look at the scenery]
It was mostly to survive, to get what I wanted. No one ever cared about me, they didn't even see me as a person. Mithos only saw me a tool, either to be used or sacrificed. Yuan, he's changed a lot since then, but...he was the same way. And they certainly didn't trust me. So I didn't get attached. It was the same thing in my homeland, with the King, the Pope, the nobles...everyone.
But Lloyd... that stubborn hotheaded idiot. He saw me as a person, for whatever reason he cared no matter how hard I tried to push him away.
And he trusted me. Even when no one else ever had....even when I had made it seem like I had betrayed them all and handed the girl he'd traveled two worlds to save right over to Mithos...he still trusted me. He still called me his friend and welcomed me back.
Lloyd, it's not much, but he's got a bit more control than the other angels. I can't explain why, not yet. But...even if it's a little, it's still Lloyd. He's still my friend that I can try to reach. Try to make him see who he is again.
But to do that? I gotta trust him like he did me. To go in there with back-up? Would mean that I don't...that I can't return the trust he gave me.
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It was mostly to survive, to get what I wanted. No one ever cared about me, they didn't even see me as a person. Mithos only saw me a tool, either to be used or sacrificed. Yuan, he's changed a lot since then, but...he was the same way. And they certainly didn't trust me. So I didn't get attached. It was the same thing in my homeland, with the King, the Pope, the nobles...everyone.
But Lloyd... that stubborn hotheaded idiot. He saw me as a person, for whatever reason he cared no matter how hard I tried to push him away.
And he trusted me. Even when no one else ever had....even when I had made it seem like I had betrayed them all and handed the girl he'd traveled two worlds to save right over to Mithos...he still trusted me. He still called me his friend and welcomed me back.
Lloyd, it's not much, but he's got a bit more control than the other angels. I can't explain why, not yet. But...even if it's a little, it's still Lloyd. He's still my friend that I can try to reach. Try to make him see who he is again.
But to do that? I gotta trust him like he did me. To go in there with back-up? Would mean that I don't...that I can't return the trust he gave me.