[That's a nice story, and she's glad that he has someone that he can consider such a close friend. But it doesn't change the fact that she's pretty sure he's nuts when he says Lloyd has any control. She's seen what those crystals can do to a person, and she's seen friends and loved ones completely lose their minds because of it. Zelos of all people should know, she thinks, that there's no hope for him until he's got a keycrest on. That he could care less who he hurts as long as it goes along with Mithos' plans.
And maybe even more than that, it hurts that it's turned into her becoming the bad guy, keeping him apart from his friend. His friend who she's quite certain could care less about him now -- and yet, it still (selfishly, perhaps) stings to hear he still gets priority over the people who still care about him. People like her.
It hurts, when all she really wants is to save him. To keep anything like Asuma from happening ever again. She can't stand the thought of someone she considers a brother throwing his life away so easily when she knows about it, when she could prevent it, when she could protect him.
She really wants to scream and yell, and call him stupid, and punch him in the face. But instead, she just looks away, voice wavering]
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And maybe even more than that, it hurts that it's turned into her becoming the bad guy, keeping him apart from his friend. His friend who she's quite certain could care less about him now -- and yet, it still (selfishly, perhaps) stings to hear he still gets priority over the people who still care about him. People like her.
It hurts, when all she really wants is to save him. To keep anything like Asuma from happening ever again. She can't stand the thought of someone she considers a brother throwing his life away so easily when she knows about it, when she could prevent it, when she could protect him.
She really wants to scream and yell, and call him stupid, and punch him in the face. But instead, she just looks away, voice wavering]
Fine.