hellofist: (can smile)
Cassandra Cain ([personal profile] hellofist) wrote in [community profile] paradisalogs2013-05-24 03:00 am

this one's for the faithless, the ones that are surprised

Who: The Once-ler and Cassandra Cain
What: He's been inside way too much and she is going to change that.
When: May 24th
Where: The clinic, then OUTSIDE damn it.
Rating: PGish


Each time she's gone to visit him, she's found Once in the exact same place, doing the exact same thing, generally looking not all that happy about... well, anything. They sit and knit and talk and it's nice, it's fun, but when was the last time he even left the clinic? Has he really just stayed in bed since their horrible space adventure?

If that's true, it's not acceptable at all. It's also why when she comes to visit him today, she's pushing a wheelchair in front of her. There's a picnic basket sitting in it right now, so her intention is probably pretty clear: she's taking him outside for lunch.

Does he have a say in it? Not exactly. She smiles at him when she stops the chair by his bed.

"Hi Once."
whichwayyoulean: (You poor stupid guy)

[personal profile] whichwayyoulean 2013-05-30 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
As terrible with empathy as he is, even the Once-ler can tell when he's put his foot in it sometimes. He reaches out to touch her butt take her hand.

"Hey, it's okay, sorry if I made you uncomfortable...what with the staring and all, you really do look good."

He pauses, before offering her a small, encouraging smile.

"Thank you. For showing me, and letting me know you do this. It makes me even prouder to know you, knowing you're going around doing good in the world."
whichwayyoulean: (Let me show you my hope)

[personal profile] whichwayyoulean 2013-05-30 08:04 pm (UTC)(link)
A warning probably would have made him even more panicky, the surprise has probably worked out for the best. He doesn't even seem to be panicking about the hug, probably because he wants it just as much. He returns it, giving her a gentle squeeze, taking care of those sharp points, just enjoying the closeness, as much as he knows he probably shouldn't.

"Hey, you're always welcome, Cass."
whichwayyoulean: (The clouds were still clean)

[personal profile] whichwayyoulean 2013-05-30 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
Which won't be for a while, probably longer than you should hug a girl who's just a friend. Oh well. He does laugh at that mental image, though.

"I'm pretty sure all the lanky wouldn't look nearly as [attractive] cool in a suit like that," he says, amused. "And so long as you're there to catch me when I inevitably fall off the roof trying to leap across it gracefully, we'd be okay."
whichwayyoulean: (What some people will buy)

[personal profile] whichwayyoulean 2013-05-30 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Well, that's good to know, at least. So long as I don't make a complete fool of myself, I do that regularly enough anyway"

Garbage air bags, the safest option, clearly. Eventually he realises he should probably pull back from the hug, but he does it reluctantly. He even offers her a small smile. Normally he'd feel the need to babble, fill the quiet with inane words. But he didn't have to, with her, she could understand him without him even saying a word. There was something comforting about that.
whichwayyoulean: (Beanpole in winter)

[personal profile] whichwayyoulean 2013-06-02 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
"You won't say that when I'm comically flailing about."

He sounds amused, at least. As for not falling to a broken heap, well, he can only hope, he's really had enough clinic time to last him a good long while. He trusts her not to let him come to any harm, something he doesn't especially give a lot of people.

"I don't know, I still have plenty of time to say something awkward or stupid."
whichwayyoulean: (You poor stupid guy)

[personal profile] whichwayyoulean 2013-06-02 01:40 am (UTC)(link)
"I know. It's actually kind of comforting, knowing that."

He's so used to wearing a mask of indifference to the world, or to building his walls ridiculously high to prevent people from getting too close, denying himself the opportunity to hurt them, that he often struggles to show his real feelings. There's been a lot of hiding in his life, and for good reason. But even when he's hiding at his best, Cass knows what he's feeling. Some might find it disturbing or weird, but for the Once-ler it means one person he doesn't have to try to explain things to.

He belatedly realises this might make it easier when he'll inevitably have to push her away. She's already far too close. Maybe she might not take it personally. Maybe.