Cassandra Cain (
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paradisalogs2014-02-10 03:19 am
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One temporary escape
Who: James Kidd and Cassandra Cain
What: Reading, then talking
When: February 10
Where: The library
Rating: BAE for Best Assassinbros EVER
Sometimes, reading lessons at home just do not work. There's too many distractions, it's too easy to look over and see Stephanie and lose interest in words when her best friend is right there. Even when she locks herself in her room to try to make progress, she'll find distraction in playing with Ace or just fall asleep.
On the days when she needs a change of scenery, she'll head up to the castle and find a nice secluded corner of the library, wish up stacks of beginner books, and just hope that maybe somehow she'll be able to absorb the ability to read if she just surrounds herself with enough books and letters.
She's there today, hair tied back in a short ponytail and sheets of paper spread all over while she practices her alphabet with shaky, uneven letters. It's been almost a year now and she can only remember up to M without having to check what comes next. With a sigh, she puts the pencil down and reaches for her cup of tea instead, not quite giving up but beyond ready for a very long break.
It's frustrating, being so bad at something that only takes her brain when her body can do impossible things.
What: Reading, then talking
When: February 10
Where: The library
Rating: BAE for Best Assassinbros EVER
Sometimes, reading lessons at home just do not work. There's too many distractions, it's too easy to look over and see Stephanie and lose interest in words when her best friend is right there. Even when she locks herself in her room to try to make progress, she'll find distraction in playing with Ace or just fall asleep.
On the days when she needs a change of scenery, she'll head up to the castle and find a nice secluded corner of the library, wish up stacks of beginner books, and just hope that maybe somehow she'll be able to absorb the ability to read if she just surrounds herself with enough books and letters.
She's there today, hair tied back in a short ponytail and sheets of paper spread all over while she practices her alphabet with shaky, uneven letters. It's been almost a year now and she can only remember up to M without having to check what comes next. With a sigh, she puts the pencil down and reaches for her cup of tea instead, not quite giving up but beyond ready for a very long break.
It's frustrating, being so bad at something that only takes her brain when her body can do impossible things.

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It's not long before he spots Cassandra.
"You're looking busy, Cassandra," he greets, amused at that mess spread all over the table. As he nears, he turns a sheet to get a better look at what she's doing.
"Practicing your letters?"
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"Trying. Failing, mostly." It's a little grumbly, and she realizes that doesn't actually come across as friendly or inviting, so she pushes the chair beside hers out. Sit down, James. "Never learned. Trying, now, but it's... Just seems impossible, some days."
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"Why's that?"
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They've only known each other for a short time, but she trusts James. It can't hurt to be truthful.
"Has Ezio... told you anything, about me?" He'd promised he'd never tell her secrets again after spilling the beans to Connor, but he had been very drunk the night of the party.
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And the less he had to rely on Auditore, the better.
"Not a word, fond of you as he is."
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"In my world, we have assassins. They're not... organized, like yours. Don't fight for... anything good. Fight for money, or just... because they like killing." It's clear she doesn't approve. "No Creed, like yours. No Templars, either. My father... is the leader."
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"And what does that make you?"
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Now you know why she talks weird, tell your friends.
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James rests his cheek on his palm.
"Had me figured out our first meeting, didn't you?"
Either the Assassin thing or other things.
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"Yes. Your body... tells a very good story. It was nice, reading something new. Something that... was a challenge."
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"Mary is my name most days," she introduces herself, and then comes the usual warning: "But to others, I'd like to remain James. You seem to understand why that is."
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"It's a nice name. No one will... learn it from me."
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And while Cass' ability did come across as different, not to mention useful, it's not a thing completely unfamiliar to Mary. It sounds a bit like the Sense, a thing that all people are born with--but not something all can harness. She and some others had a faint grasp of it, but nowhere near as much as someone like Edward.
"Suppose I don't have to be too upset with Auditore for interrupting our conversation at the party, now."
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She's not one of them, not part of their Creed, but it feels just as good being on the outskirts of what they have. She's made a place for herself there, and now with Mary and James as an ally it will only be better.
"Can still be upset, if you want." She says, grinning to herself a little. "You'll just have to... be sure to punch really hard, if you spar with him. Then, we can laugh at him."
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Any smile she mad have had is quickly fading away again as she watches Mary looking over her work. And it is Mary now, interestingly. The body language has changed drastically, although she can still see flashes of James in there every now and then. It's easier to focus on that than on how little progress she's actually made in her studying.
"Pretty bad, huh?" She tries to say it lightly, but it falls a little flat. "That's... almost a year, of practicing."
And it looks like the work of a child. Wonderful.
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Luckily, Mary spent ample time around many who didn't know letters beyond their own name.
"I've met scores of men twice your age that can't get their letters to look like this," she replies, flippantly. However, such things are important if you intend to do more than be a powder monkey or tie knots for the rest of your life. "Hope you're not thinking of giving up so soon."
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She stops there, because this is something that's been bothering her for so long but she's never said much about it.
"I miss so much. Things that... I want to know. Things friends say, requests for help... If it's written, I miss it."
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"Almost all of them. They're... very persistent. It's good." And she can pick up the bit of that that isn't said outright. "I don't usually... ask them to read stuff. I don't like to, unless it's important."
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"Do your friends find the same things important as you do?" How do you know if something is important if you can't read it yourself to judge?
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"Most of the time. For the big stuff, anyway. It's only been... a big problem once."
And even then, her being able to read Ezio's little gloating entry probably wouldn't have helped anything about that whole situation. What a mess.
And now she shrugs, reaching for an extra pencil to hand over to Mary.
"Write your name. I'll practice it."
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"There. Let's see."
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