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paradisalogs2012-11-13 12:47 am
pharaohlighting) wrote in paradisalogs2012-11-13 12:47 am
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love ain't nothing
Who: Felix and Ashura
What: Things can be a little confusing when you're a teenage prostitute with a lover you don't remember.
When: Evening of November 12th
Where: Their room
Rating: pg-13 for brief sexual things and possible profanity
Ever since Ashura had woken up and awoken him to his history in the castle, he'd been trying to sort it out in his mind. He couldn't deny it, but he couldn't exactly place himself into the shoes of the man everybody here seemed to know. A man who seemed to be educated and intelligent. A wizard, of all things. And a man who had a long running relationship with a man who wasn't even human.
Ashura cared about him, he was sure of that. And over the last few weeks had done his best to do right by him. Like Star, he'd been helpful and understanding. Unlike 'Star, however, was that everpresent look of sadness in his eyes.
He couldn't help but feel he was letting the man down by not being that other Felix. He felt guilty, too, for not being able to summon up that same feeling of love.
But Ashura made him want to find it.
He'd been spending more and more time at their rooms, as he'd gotten comfortable in Ashura's presence. Tonight wasn't the first time he'd slept over, so the routine was established. He'd bathed and brushed his hair. Put on the nightshirt he'd taken to wearing, then wandered back out to the bedroom where Ashura was waiting.
"Hey," he said, smiling shyly as he sat on the bed.
What: Things can be a little confusing when you're a teenage prostitute with a lover you don't remember.
When: Evening of November 12th
Where: Their room
Rating: pg-13 for brief sexual things and possible profanity
Ever since Ashura had woken up and awoken him to his history in the castle, he'd been trying to sort it out in his mind. He couldn't deny it, but he couldn't exactly place himself into the shoes of the man everybody here seemed to know. A man who seemed to be educated and intelligent. A wizard, of all things. And a man who had a long running relationship with a man who wasn't even human.
Ashura cared about him, he was sure of that. And over the last few weeks had done his best to do right by him. Like Star, he'd been helpful and understanding. Unlike 'Star, however, was that everpresent look of sadness in his eyes.
He couldn't help but feel he was letting the man down by not being that other Felix. He felt guilty, too, for not being able to summon up that same feeling of love.
But Ashura made him want to find it.
He'd been spending more and more time at their rooms, as he'd gotten comfortable in Ashura's presence. Tonight wasn't the first time he'd slept over, so the routine was established. He'd bathed and brushed his hair. Put on the nightshirt he'd taken to wearing, then wandered back out to the bedroom where Ashura was waiting.
"Hey," he said, smiling shyly as he sat on the bed.
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